When I first started this blog, I mentioned that I had let go of “the love of my life” cliche I know.  Today he crossed my mind, not sure how. Then I thought, I don’t know when the tears stopped, I don’t know when my heart stopped hurting. Not sure what that moment was that made me not feel so down and out. All I know is, the tears dried on their own.

It’s funny how when you are in a situation that is emotionally draining, you can think that you will never get over it. Well that’s how I felt… lol I can be a bit of a drama queen. I really felt that my heart was broken in million little pieces and I would never recover. I am not sure what happened but today, I remembered that just 2 months ago, I was floored and thought I would never get over this. Now here I am, in the middle of a new begining. New environment, new hobbies, A BLOG ?! lol new outlook on life. I feel great. Do I miss him? I dunno. Does he cross my mind? Yes. I would be lying if I said No. What does feel amazing though, is to know I have reached the Acceptance level and I am ok and Inow. I look back and think of how funny it was that I thought it was the end of the world.

Everyone has their own routine to get out of their funk, for me it was friends, family, laughter, dancing, writing and tears. Yes, there were many tears and heartache. I learned that there is no telling when the tears stop. One day they just do. In Amy Winehouse’s words – Tears dry on their own. INDEED !

 I leave you with the remix to Amy Winehouse “Tears Dry On Their Own” this song makes me happy !