Today I woke up with a new frame of mind. I woke up wanting to make a commitment to myself, one that doesn’t change for anything. One that I stick to, even when times get hard. Only because I know what happens when I don’t.

The problem isn’t having a “broken heel moment”, it’s what you do with it that counts. After reading what I wrote yesterday, I noticed that I was hurting. I also noticed that I wasn’t really doing anything about it. I remembered that one of the only times I felt at my best in my life was when I  followed my faith. So yesterday, after 4 months I walked into my old church. I don’t by any mean say that this is the only way, but I can only speak on my personal experience of what works for me. Having faith works for me, believing that God loves me works for me.

After that, I went home and decided to start making changes. I jogged to the gym (yeah I know…), signed up for a personal trainer, and came home making lists on top of lists of things I needed to do. I made a commitment to do things for me. I made a commitment to work on making myself better. After all, that’s what “broken heel moments” are, they come across our path to make us remember what is essential. By no means am I saying that this new commitment to myself will make all my “broken heel moments” go away. I just know that the next time I come across them, I will be better equipped to deal with them.

Later today, I will start sharing with you my plan to repairing this broken heel. I hope that it can help you as well. What good is it to share all these moments with you, if we don’t work on finding a way to ease them.

For now I am off to the gym to meet my new trainer, VERY EARLY in the morning (It will take some getting used to). Then off to the office, where I will have a busy day today so no posting until later on.

Have good day !