How funny is it that sometimes when “he” is ready to be with you, you aren’t. It’s all timing I tell you. It was about 8 years ago when the “green eye bandit” wanted to be with me. I was much younger and the thought of being married at that age was so foreign to me. He loved me more than any other man has, he would fly to the moon for me if I had asked him to. I think I took it for granted, I thought he would always feel that way, and that when I was ready he would still be there.  My family loved him, my friends loved him, it was quite apparent to everyone that he was the one for me. Everyone but me that is.

Here we are now eight years later, he is still loyal to me, as soon as I came to town he came over to spend time with me. When I am with him, feels like  nothing else I have experienced. Everything about our time together is so special. We mesh so well, and the way he looks at me is like no man has looked at me before. (I know cliché but true). One little hiccup, over the years because I didn’t confess my love to him he went on and created a life of his own. I can’t be mad, he now has a daughter who makes him so happy. It hurts to think that was supposed to be me, if only I had known at the time what a great man I had.

Now more than ever I want him to be the one in my life, I am ready now. Problem is, I don’t think he is, his priorities are different than mine. I know that he still has feelings, but oh how the tables have turned. I am the one waiting now. Waiting until when though, I mean I know that he is the perfect guy for me but waiting for him to be ready is the most trying thing EVER. When I am in a relationship with someone, or dating someone he is crushed and always tells me “You should have said yes when I asked you to marry me” WOW. Well who knew how things would turn out. When I am single, its as though he feels reassured in the fact that I still don’t have anyone serious and he still has time.  What a silly game, I almost feel like giving him an ultimatum but I know that’s not the right approach. I feel with an ultimatum though I would know what his intentions are.

What do you think I should do? What would you do if you knew this was the guy you should be with? Would you wait or go get your man? I don’t know what to do. I know he reads the blog so hopefully he will see how I feel.