So many things going on these days. I feel that my soul is being pulled in so many directions, I feel uneasy. I know this will pass, as everything always comes to pass.

I pray for some stillness right now, I want nothing more than to be still. I wish there was a “Be Still” button that you could press to have everything stop, in order to give you a moment to gather your thoughts, and process your feelings. It seems that everything is going so rapidly that I don’t even have time to think through my emotions. This past week, I took a timeout from my friends and everyone really. I took some time to sit and think alone. I want to work through my thoughts and my stuff without the aid of anyone. I usually have a trusted circle of people who I rely on to make me feel better. This time I decided that I should learn to deal with these curve balls on my own. I don’t feel like bothering anyone with my problems, I don’t want anyone to feel that I am asking for pity. I want to work it out on my own, if simply for the fact that I know that it will come to pass. I know that in contrast with what is going on in the world, what I am complaining about is nothing at all. Still remains, it affects me.

I keep hope though, because I know this time will come to pass. I go through these lows sometimes and rise to a higher high.

Hope you are well ! I miss you guys