I am taking things slow, maybe being a bit too cautious not fully letting myself go. I prefer it this way, because it gives me a chance to properly assess the situation before diving in. Regardless, I feel that him and I both have some things to get over before even entertaining the thought of anything, should we want to.

I would be lying if I said that I didnt’ enjoy it. I enjoy every moment of being with him. He makes me laugh endlessly, he kisses the parts of me where I feel pain. He compliments my personality, and encourages me through all my doings. He is one of my biggest fans already. He reminds me of how calming, soothing and simple certain joys can be. He treats me like a princess or a Queen I should say. He teaches me how not to take myself too seriously, and forces me to step outside of my comfort zone. I enjoy the simple things we do, the time we spend doing simple things, the quiet times we have. I love his gentleness, I love the simple things, like the fact that he turns his phone off when he is with me and gives me all of his attention.  I love that he thinks my dancing moves are sexy. I love that we kiss at every red light, I love that he messages me every morning to have a good day, messages me throughout the day to see how I am doing and makes sure to wish me a goodnight.

I am very fragile and appear to be strong, he knows this and handles me with care. He knows I am holding back, I know I am holding back from showing him who I am and letting him in. It’s gonna take some time, to heal some of my wounds.

For what its worth if nothing more, I enjoy him and all the things that I have discovered in him.  It feels very special but I take it day by day, with no expectations other than having a great time when I am with him. If nothing more, I would be glad to know that I have had this time in my life to just enjoy in his presence and enjoy the simple things.

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