Broken Heel Moments- I have them all the time. That is actually why I started this blog, to prove to you and me that no matter what happens, no matter the fall that you can get back up if you choose to.  It’s easier said than done sometimes. Like right now, I have just been faced with a bigger Broken Heel Moment – than I have faced in a while. I am sitting here almost having a panic attack, not knowing what to do. How do I feel? In all honesty I feel broken, unworthy, betrayed, mad all at once. I often think to myself, how could someone love me when I feel in shambles when these moments happen. I was just speaking to a friend of mine and telling him this and he answered

“I think they love the woman that keeps getting back up”. For a moment, I had almost forgotten what I preach on this blog, that despite the obstacle you can overcome it. I had almost forgotten that this too shall pass. I guess what got the best of me is thinking that, maybe this broken heel moment could have been prevent if I made better decisions. I am partly disappointed at the person who put me in this predicament- but I also feel that I should have known better.  I should have been prepared just in case this would happen.

I can forgive, and learn to let go of the way my friend is making me feel right now. I do feel very upset with her – and almost feel that she tried to pull a fast one with me. I am very cautious in my relationships with people, I don’t let people in easily, so when they manage to trick me multiple times, I am more mad at myself than I am at them.

*EXHALE* I just have to remember and keep telling myself “THIS TOO SHALL PASS” and one day I will look back at this and it will all be a distant memory, just a grain of salt in my past. Now, I must get to working on mending this broken heel, it’s not going to be easy.