(I love this picture, I want this on top of my bed…)

I am still in the mindset of cheating and cheaters, since finding out about my father over the weekend. When I heard about the news, I wasn’t supposed to know, and although I tried to act like I wasn’t fased by it. I sure was. Immediately I panicked and texted my Mr. and said to him ” I know this text is completely random but promise me that if we are married later, and you want out or want to cheat you will let me know, promise”

He’s so smooth with his words, which is one of the many reasons I am head over heels for him. He always knows what to say to calm me and reassure me that its all going to be ok. So he replies ” I think we have established a foundating of truth here already, princess. I promise to always respect you and all aspect of our relationship”.

I know he must have gotten my first text and thought I was crazy, but he went out of his way to reassure me. I love that he understands that sometimes I may be prone to thinking in patterns that were constituted by my past, he is aware of this and takes into consideration. I trust my Mr. with all my heart, does the fact that I found out about my father make me think that he too will cheat on me on day? No, but I did want him to know that if he ever felt the urge to that I would welcome him telling me. I am terrified of my parent’s past repeating itself in my future, and he knows this. Sometimes  I have broken heel moments due to the past my parents laid before me, and my Mr. loves me through them, patiently.